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Tuesday, October 13th, 2009
12:55 pm	holy fuck this thing is old (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
5:10 pm	i got a new lj!!! http://www.livejournal.com/users/itsa_deathwish/ everyone go these and add me !! lol well everone that reads this .(sarah,maybe jenn) lol good bye jess (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
3:57 pm	hello all i havent updated in a long long ..well i went to the MCR show with sawh and egypt itst was so much friikin fuck ..now ican die happy ..heh that was like my life dream ...yea i cant wait to see them again ..woo and egypt said that she will take me sawah and jenn next time that she goes to see them i have a feeing that me and her are going to be going to alot of shows together cuz Val is moving and that is her show bubby and then i will start going to see shows with her. I really like going to shows ..hmm not much has happen now thati think abourt i got on her prepared to type alot and now i have nothing to type ..oh my buddy form whells got hit by a car and i was so happy that it wasnt allen ...that kinda soulds bad but is true i frikkin love allen ....even whebn he pisses me off :D i want to go to PA with sawha this thanksgiving so i wont fell left out everytime i go to thanksgivin wiht my family we go on my step-dads side and like they dont give a shit about me and like they just push me to the side like im not even in the failly....i dont when i am over sawahs i fell like i am in the family and like i think that i will have a better time in PA for thanks giving. i frikin love gerad!!! hmm anyway im i think that i should go cuz i dont think im soposed to be on this cuz im in the libary so yea lurve jess i love 3 ppl sawah bri and jenn and i just figured this out! lol i dont give a shot about anyone else ..lol Current Mood: wooo Current Music: nothing .........khdihdsjfhdhbdfhdsjkhds i want to lisen tho (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
5:46 am	im goign to the mcr show today woo! yea i want to be happy but i cant im faling history and bio..it sucks >.< my moms going to kill me ...and like earl wants to runn away ..and everyone isnt happy..and grr it pisses me off ..its like no one gives a shit anymore ..at leat not about what other ppl think ..you try to help someone and they just hang up on you ..me and earl have been growing further and futher apart and it sucks same for sawah...>.< its like no one has time for jessica anymore ..well i will get over it Current Mood: fuckers (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
9:16 pm	god i miss playing tomb raider with sawah (Comment on this)
Friday, October 15th, 2004
11:49 pm	I will never forget the times....... ok guys life is good well for right now it is i kinda like blocked out everyone ..sorry for that ..i stop talking to josh and im over him ..woo all thanks to sawah and paul thatks guys ..i think that im just going to start over im only going to hang out with ppl that i know are my friends ..i think that keyboarding has reallhelped me cuz im starting to type all fast and im not looking at the keyboard im looking at the screen ..i think it is so kool. Well guys i have a new guy that i think i like well i know that i like him but ..he doesnt know i like him ..i should really tell him ..he is "the eyes" woo god im in love with someone i dont even know ...i got his sn and im talking to him it is so kool ...i feel so stupid when i talk to him ..like im going to say sumthing wrong or like type it wrong ..god this is crazy ..i really hopes he dont know that i have a live journal ..cuz that would suck and then i would be really imparrsed .hmmf well ne way i love you all and i think im going to start talking to ppl again ...and earl you need to cheer up ..i bet ppl will be happy i updated. Current Mood: woot woot oh yea Current Music: alone in december -underaoth (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
5:25 pm	woooo Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only jusifies this act of cowardice. With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss. No story book ending for this fairl tale for you. Just the one composedwith blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. ___________________________________________________ *random jessicaness* hmmf this week in going to be long and hard ..and its going to suck ...if you no that band with out looking down at the bottom then i love you <3 heh neway ..josh is going out with some girl ..and i got pissed off and cried over him again ..now i am telling myslef never to trust him and never to cry over him ..wel l yea i miss earl and i miss paul i want to hang out wi th them this weekend ...hhf thats i all i really have to say so i think im going to go .. ___________________________________________________ Just say you would do the same for me! from as much ass i love autumn im giving myslef to ashes (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
11:40 pm	damn guys >. well today so kinda odd ..hmmf this guy that i onced really liked ..and just found out he was a asshole ..came to my house ....yea it was josh and dylan ....but like we chilled in my yard and then went for a walk ..yea it started raining ..and like josh started flirting with me, it was crazy he was like kissing my forehead and shit and like looking in to my eyes ...meh >.< i still like him tho and that is the thing that i hate i dont want to like him ..but it is just i thing that happens, well then dylan started flirting with me ..like grabing me ..and touching me ..and i didnt like it ..so i told him not to touch me ..and i think i made him mad ..well it made me feel ...vililated. we where walking to dalas's house and these 2 girls called josh's name out the window ..and we stop and these to really ditsy girls walked ..and they where dressed in all pink and shit like that ..i mean i dont have a problem with that ..but come on dont act like you are ditsy ..>.< well i didnt like them ..i no that he likes those 2 girls you can just tell by the way he talks. yae well we finally went anf got dalas and he want there and then he came up the steet ..kc was at his house ..that was wierd. chirs was like no thats my mom and i thought it as cuz kc looks like girl when you just look at his hair ..lol well neway ...we walked to this guys house and he came out and talked but when i said i had to go ..josh like clenched on to me and like bit my neck ..and it was fucking wierd. and some what nasty. >.< well yea i didnt go and we where like sitting on this guys lawn and ..he like went to kiss my check but then kissed my .lips and ..when she kissed me i go the chills and i no i did something wrong.i wanted to kiss him but like i was going to hold it back and shit ....but like he kissed me and i felt really odd ..got i didnt want to do that im so stupid >.< yea well then i left and she said i loved me but i no he dont was just horny or something. yea well ..hmmf well he came back over ... cuz he said he would and he did ...wow thats crazy ..and he like came and was all over me ..but i liked it ..even tho i didnt want to. >.< this sucks i want to trust him sooo frikkin bad but then i no that he is going to hurt me but its like when i am around him i just dont care. yea i made out with him ..but i couldnt help it ...cuz he makes all the first moves and i didnt want to back out ..and like ...part of me wanted it. i talked about him how he should stop smakoing and junk like that ..and we had a good time well i had a good time. he is bi polor which is really kool ..i dont no why ..it just tells me he has depth ...and when i tooked to his eyes ..i felt like i could just fall in them ..maybe he isnt a ass ..>.< BUT WHAT IF HE IS??? god i need to talk to paul or sawah. well im going to go ..bye. love oh he told me that he loved me when he was walking away ........i was like love him ...but i no i dont ..its just lust X_X Current Mood: josh or no josh?? Current Music: walls of jerhico ~ theres no i in fuck you (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
10:25 pm	breaking thing that where never ment to be the mall was kool until something came over me and i like spazzed it was crazy im sorry guys i didnt mean to like cry and junk ..i know you all want to no know the reason that i was sad .well first of all bwinney was being a bitch and shit ..THATS RIGHT! bwinney you are a bitch and i dont care if you hate me ..cuz there is no point for you to try to pretend that you are my friend ne more ...well i was like man it pisses me off how many ppl come in boardwalk fries now and she was like why is just a resterant ..and i was like well it was just an eleavator (cuz she spazzed when i went to her and sawahs elevator) she is so fucking stupid ...then angelo came up to me and was like its fucked up and she said that a whole alot of times ..and i was like ...what the hella nd then like he turned to bwinney and was like i cant do it ...GOD I HATE HER ! she can go die ...you know i never really hated someone this much ..its crazy. ok i was also upset that like everyone in boardwalk fries had someone and i was just kinda alone and shit ..i dont no those wo things mixxed together just pissed me of and mad me upset so i like spazzed ..i shouldove punched bwinney in the face. on saturday i changed my rooma nd got rid of my watter bed ..ye i figgured that i will just start over ..sawah helped me ..my room looks so frikkin kool and it makes my room so much bigger! im happy about that ...i think this is like the first time that i like my room. well yea ...my beds on the floor and i love it ..its great cuz i can realy just roll out of bed. after i got done i went to this store and like matrial for my windows and like i saw this really kool balck white thing and my mom started making fun of it ..it really pissed me off >.< i got this star and moon thing ..it looks realy kool. then after that me and sawah went home and i ended up going over her house. when we got there it was really cold ..brrrr but i had this really good donut yumm today i woke up a 8 and just sat around sawahs room untill she woke up ..yea then we watched godsend ..it was really kool ..you all should see it! well after that i took a shower! woot i smell good today ..lol ..well then me sawah and jen watched the hell fest dvd it was kick ass ..and the jenn told her friend that she was sick so that she could hang out with me ..it was kool ..i love ya jenn :D yea well we went to kohls? i think thats how you spell it ..and i got ike 5 pairs of pants woo! yea then we went back 5to my house and wacthed the new senses fail dvd it was kool ..it made me want to dance. and i got like all these new cds from jenn thanks jenn. then we at spagti os or how ever that is spelled.. and we went for a walk ...and came back and played pool ..and jenn beat me and sawah ..it was crazy ..cuz she sucked ..lol well that was about it ..so bye bye (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 9th, 2004
5:24 pm	We finally came to a stop on the other side meh >.< i just want to ....be good at something ..its like everything i try im cant do ..like signing drawing ..writing ..EVERTHING!!!! it just crazy and not kool! my dad is spazzing out, i think thatb he has anger problems and junk ..i dont no whats wrong with him ..and when he is mad i get all mad ..and it isnt fare ..i dont no why ..its like shut the fuck up and move n ..god so we dont have cable cuz where poor just get over it and you dont need it read a book ...y cant my parents be normal? ther like young and always want to go out and party ..and they get pissed if they dont get there way ..it kinda like there my kids ...man its bullshit ..i have be so ...grow up ..i just want to be a kid ..well teenager ...yea well that wont happen i have to much to do . i pisssed so im going to go ..and not even wakefiled is cheering my up (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
5:37 pm	Is this the attention you deserve?? yea well i know i havent wrote in this in a long!! time ..well i have just been busy ..and not much has been going wrong ..so yea that why i havent been talking ...i meet this really kool guy at the mall his name was dave and he had really pretty eyes ..but i know i will never get a chance with him ..1 cuz i dont really no him and 2 he seems like he likes lil ppl like kelly .hmm i dont no iwill never be like that ..well i dont i was atracked to him cuz of his eyes and we like the same music ..but mainly i thinkit was something in his eyes ..well moving on ...im not obsessed high school is great ... and ppl dont treat me ne different cuz im young ..i get along with mainly everyone ..yea whitch was kinda my goal ..woot! got one of my goals down! yea im making this friends only so swah can like only read it and shit ...well dude ..hmm i think that kely is going to hurt earl and i dont hink that he deserves that ..man it sucks ..if she didnt like him tyhen why did she start going out with him? yea i kirsten already hurt john >.< but i want to be kristen friend ..but i dont think i should if she is just going to go around hurting the ppl i know are my friends .... DUDe im a sucha loser i only have like 3 friends >.< and it sucks ..it is john ..sawah and egypt and thats well earl too but i dont hgink that he likes me ..or likes hanging out with him ..i thk him and sawah have this lil bound ....i fell kinda left out of everything ..like all these ppl have these bounds ..and im just kinda with myslef ...and no really includes me i think i want to get to know jenn a lil bit bettrer she seems realy kool ...well yea ..i mean when she dont piss sawah off and shit like that ...he well that about all i have to write ..and ....for the frist time i told the truth in my journal ..i really dont care what ppl think any more Current Mood: jeeze >. Current Music: attention ~ adelphi (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
10:50 pm	well i just back from my aunts ..i got my hair re-dyed ..it looks so sexy and it smells like bubble gum ..yum! ..i have to call earl but my mom and dad just got home so i cant until they go to bed ..*meh* when liz was re-dying my hair she drop the brush thing on my leg and ..now my leg is purple ..lol ..liz is suck a dork ..then she go some dye on my head but that came right of ..ohyea! when she was bleached apart over my hair that wasnt soposed be ..it was funny my lil bro and liz boyfriend where playing nintendo they kept on yelling at the screen ..and got mad cuz they couldnt beat duck hunt or something like that..oh yea and we made muffins ..they where good! but liz cant cook ..lol yea well thata bout it ..i will take to you later ..nite lurve ~jessica Current Mood: okay Current Music: Underoath ~ letting go of tonight (Comment on this)
6:31 pm	hello all ..well sawah earl and paul ..cuz you are the only ones that read this ..i didnt do much today ..well i woke up at 6! not a 5 couldnt do it ..*meh* its going to be so hard to wake up that early ..lol  last night i talked to paul on the phone and ..i called him earl 2 times and he got really mad at me ..im use to talking to him ...lol i want to do something tonight! cuz my lil bro is gone and i dont have to watch him tomorrow ..maybe i will ask egypt to come over .hmm yea well this was a short one ..but i have nothing to type ..so bye lurve ~jessica Current Mood: wow Current Music: nothing (Comment on this)
12:08 am	man im tierd of making plans and not going along with them ..i have made plans with paul like 3 times this week and didnt get to see him yet! maybe i shouldnt make plans and i will be able to see him ..heh that whould be funny ...but then it would piss me off i didnt stay up untill 9:30 which sucks cuz i really wanted to ...cuz earl was going to say something last night and he said never mind ..and you no me i have to no everything lol ..and said he would tell me if i called him at 9:30 ..but i didnt get to cuz i went to bed at like 7 ..lol ..i couldnt make it 2 more hours. *meh* i told sawah im going to bed at like 12:30 so i cna get used to getting up at 5 ..well im not getting up at 5 but i think i should try ...today i didnt wake up untill 3 ..which sucked ...school is goi9ng to suck this year ..DUDE they made a frikkin gate around the school and there is only 2 that are going to be open to get in ..man it is really going to suck ass! ..so far all my years and school have sucked ass ..middle school sucked cuz they made us have someone like take you to the bathroom ..like you couldnt go with a pass or nething and it really suck  ..and now in high school im going to suck in a big hell hole this fucking GATES!!!! *meh* well i didnt do much today ..as i already told you i woke up at 3 and me and sawah made veggie burgers (yum!) and fries ..and then we played tomb raidor 2! lol we are going to beat that soon! we called earl and talked to him ...and then sawahs dad  came at 4:30 to pick her up and then i went to her her house and chilled  ...well sawah took a shower again ..lol and then we went to Bjs woot! her and jenn got food ..jenn got this really good soy milk. then we came home and ate some food lol ...DUDE the cats (fluffy) fat was hanging off the this thing so sawah touched it and the cat turned around and her eye twitch! it was so funnY! and then like everytime we would look at it ..its right would twitch..heh crazy fluff cat ..then my mom called and spazzed that i wasnt home ..so i had to come ..and i cme home and got online ..then sawah called and my mom spazzed at me on that ..i was jeeze ..yea then i went to take a shower and i wa oin the middle of it and the water got cold so i yelled and then my mom yelled at me ..she is like crazt pyhco bitch today *meh*   well im going to go it is almost 12:30 bye ..nite! lurve ~jessica Current Mood: .... Current Music: some new senes fail song ..lol (Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
6:34 am	SECTION 1 [ YOU ] + your name: Jesssica thompson + your gender: female + age: 14 + height: 5`8 + hair color: brown + eye color: green ..blue and brown .. + your location: maryland! fuck glen burine + fears: rejection ..big stroms SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ] + cheated on someone? no + fallen off the bed? yes + fallen for a relative? fuck no + broke someone’s heart? yes .. + had your heart broken? yes ... + had a dream come true? yes + done something you regret? yea hasnt everyone? + cheated on a test? all the time + broken a body part? nope SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY ] + wearing – jeans and a alkaline trio shirt + listening to – my chemical romance + chewing – ..my tounge?? + feeling – tired + reading – this ? + located – my room + chatting with – sawah! + watching – the comp screen + should REALLY be –outside in the rain : D SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ] + brush your teeth? yea ..i love to brush my teeth + like anybody? yes ...opp! but im not tell you + have any piercings? yes my ears + drive? nope + ever get off the computer? yea ..to talk to earl and paul SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ] + who is your best? sawah + who is the loudest? kc + who is the shyest? dont have one ..lol + who is the hottest? me meOW! no ..umm bwi bwi + who is the cutest? earl hehe hes so emo + who laughs the most? kc ..sometimes he laughs for no frikkin reason + who have you known the longest? dave? john and earl + who have you known the shortest? egypt + do you belong to a crew? no but i do have my own lil grop .. + do you hang out with the opposite sex? all the time + do you consider yourself popular? no + do you trust your friends? yea but not all of them + are you a good friend? sometimes ..heh i dont no dont ask me?? SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...] + hugged – sawah ... + gave EPROPS –meh? + IMed –earl + talked to on the phone – earl + yelled at - paul + fell in love with – paul + tripped – hhahah my dad SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ] + What has been the best day of your life? when i got my first bike heh! + What comes first in your life? friends + Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush ...meh i dont like that word but YEA! + If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? in a glass jar + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? the last person i saw SECTiON 8 [ FAVORITE . . .] + Movie: the butterfly effect + Group: senses fail / underoath / the early november + Store: subay + Relative: my aunt liz + Ice Cream Flavor: vanilla + Day of the Week: friday + Color: green SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .] + Like to give hugs? yup all the time + Like to walk in the rain? yes + Sleep with or without clothes on? underwear and a shirt + Prefer black or blue pens? blue + Like someone? ummhmm + Think you're attractive? no + Ever have the falling dream? no + Have stuffed animals? some + Go on vacation? yes .. SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .] + Suicide: its gay (the easy way out) + Summer: to hott + Tattoos: are hott on guys + Piercing: lip piercings are hot + Make-up: hate it + Drinking: *meh* fucking hate it SECTiON 11 [ THIS OR THAT] + Pierced nose or tongue? tounge + Be serious or funny? funny + Single or taken? single + Simple or Complicated? complicated + MTV or BET? MTV + 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th Heaven + Silver or gold? - silver + Tongue or belly button ring? tounge + Chocolate or flowers? chocolate + Angels or miracles? miracles + Color or Black-and-white photos? black and white + Sunrise or sunset? sunset + M&M's or Skittles? – skittles + Rap or Rock? rock + Stay up late or sleep in? sleep in + TV or radio? radio + Hot or cold? cold + taller members of the opposite sex or shorter? taller + Sun or moon? sun + Diamond or Ruby? ruby + Left or Right? right + 10 acquaintances or one best friend? 1 best friend + Vanilla or chocolate? vanilla + Kids or no kids? kids + Cat or dog? – cat + Half-empty or Half-full? - half full + Mustard or ketchup? ketchup + Newspaper or Magazine? magazine + Spring or Fall? sping + Give or receive? give + Rain or snow? – snow + A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? friendship ..*damn* lol + Happy or sad? happy + sneakers or sandals? sneackers + McDonald's or Burger King? Burger King + Lights on or off? – off + Pepsi or Coke? – coke (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:42 am	The ups and Downs  hello its alomost five abd i have to say up untill 9:30 to call earl lol thats what he told me and sawah ..well i dont think sawah is going to stay up ..heh cuz she kepts saying she is tierd and junk like that ..hehe well we didnt do much today just sat around i told sawah that we need to call john and earl to see if they wanted to come over ..they said call back and we did and then they said call back agian ...well we did and kc was there WOOT!yea well they ended up talking about poo and i it got all strange so i gave the phone to sawah and she got really pissed cus she could hear john in the background tellin kelly that theyd walk to her place and not over here. she said that was pretty fucked up.and its but i thought nothing of it ..since kelly is earls g/f ..*meh* well thats me ..so when she said that i kinda figured that they werent coming over ..which made me kinda upset :/  dude i think that johns has a thing for kelly but doesnt want to say nething about it ..(john dont take that the wrong way if you are reading this) ...it was really fun on the phone.....me,sawah and earl where talking about what we like and junk ..like .."do you like this over that" kinda questions ..heh me him have alot in common ..same with me and sawah ..woot! where like the magical love triangle! meOW! lol i really hurt sawah today ..and i didnt meant o ..CUZ I LOVE HER!!! i made a comment about her nose and i didnt thats was the one thing that she didnt like about her slef and junk ..so i felt like a bitch ...she was like eww the discusing your hands are sweety ..and i wa slike your discusing and your nose is tooo! or somehting like that ..and i didnt mean it was just playing around and she took it the wrong way ..i just picked a body part ..*meh* i hope your still not made at me ..CUZ IT WOULD SUCK!! sawahs turning into a snake and shes going to eat the spider in my back yard!!!! oh yea about the spider i took two pics.of the spider ..it was so frikkin kool ..and me and sawah where standing there blowing on it and it was spazzing it was funny ...then we got a flash light and like we saw this lil black thing on its bum ..it was ugly ..*meh* i just get the chills writing about it. omg! then me and sawah looked up and like the web was going above are heads ...and we spazzed and went inside ..my dad said that it could be a wood spider me and sawah made a song up ..it goes mmm (slow)      (mmm = like mmm mmm good?) mmm (slow) sexy mmm mmm sexy (fast) heh where dorks ..yea well thats about it um i will talk later nite ..lurve lurve ~jesscia   Current Mood: loved Current Music: The early november ~ ever so sweet (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
12:35 am	johns b-day party i had a ok time at johns party we had funn when it was just me john sawah and earl ...*meh* that didnt last for a long time then kc and tim came! yay! but derrick came with them and i dont like him ..and they all smelled bad i was like it is too lil in here for all these ppl and they where laying on me ..and i was GOD NO!!! get off! ..if it was just kc it would have been alot better ..cuz tim and derrick where hyper and big ...i dont no when the left ..we just sat and chilled and sung songs it was great and then kelly came ..kelly was really kool ..but it was like ..when she came all the attention went to her ..thats sounds really bad ..but that how i feel *meh* (im not gready) me and sawah called paul and he cheered us up! heh he always does ..:) ..then we left around 9:30 and went to sawahs house and chilled there ..well she tok a shower ..i talked to her mom ..thats a lil like chilling!?!?! heh then we came back here and i spazzed cuz my bros where in my room and it pissed me off and then i made food ..it was god ..hmm ..then i couldnt get online ..it sucked ..it took me forever to get it to work ..yea well thats about it Lurve Lurve! ~jessica oh yea i pretty much got rejected today ..i/m me if you want to no about it :( Current Mood: rejected Current Music: nothing (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 21st, 2004
2:17 am	wowowowowowowowowowowowow! i had a really good night to night ..heh i went over johns today ..and i had to go the like 3 times cuz he wasnt home all the other times ..i think my dad was getting mad oh well ...he it was me ..him ..earl ..mark and ryan ..i felt out of place ..cuz it was all guys ..heh but me john and earl went into the living room to watch the drive thru dvd and i was great! i love that movie ..:) :)!!! they where trying to get me to sing with earl played pretty pretty one his gutair ..and i was like no im going to mess up the song ..had i had a good time me and sawah hung out with bri bri and jenn untill they went and saw the village ..*creppy movie* i want to see it though ..yea we ate fries at boardwalk and john and earl came in and ate ..fries at boardwalk with us but they but to much ..um ...vinager on it and the cup fell apart hehe ..cheap cups! yea then we walked around and sung! it was fun ..me and sawah always sing ..in public and it is really funny cuz everyone looks at us ..and some join and sing with us ! lol yea i no where dorks :/ we wnetinto the book store ..i found out that earl likes to read ..and that is so kol cuz most guys are like fuck reading ..i frikkin love to read well thats about it lurve lurve ~jessica i want losts of coments Current Mood: crazy Current Music: one eight seven ~ senses fail (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
10:03 am	dude my moms friend is really starting to piss me off cuz i was talking to earl kelly and john on the phone and this guy ..rob called and i was having a good time talking to them and my mom made me gett off the phone and i was just thinking how many more times this is going to happen ..if shes not off the phone at 11 im going to fucking spazz (im writing this at 10) she was been on there for a hour now ..*meh i cant stand it she can go fucking home and talk on her own phone! i just got into a big fight wth my mom about johns party ..she dosent want me walking all the way up there and i was like its not that far .and then she said that i couldnt go on saturday and CUZ I HAVE TO WATCH MY FUCKING BROTHER! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started fliping out ..and shes like y are you fliping out ..did you have nething more planed then you are telling me? AND I WAS LIKE NO i have known john sice like pre-k and i want to go to his fucking brithday party ..you no if i was your friend you would want to go ..and i spazzed cuz she said that she dont trust me ..so i said im not a hoe and do drugs and drink like you did when you where my age ..and she spazzed ..i was OH YEA MOM IM SUCH A BAD FUCKING CHILD you go find someone that does half the shit i do for you ..and now i am here in my room all upset ..but i will get over it cuz i already no my moms a bitch wel thats about it ..i will talk more later bye! lurve lurve! ~jessica Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: senses fail ~ steven (6 Comments |Comment on this)
4:25 am	*guys that you no are better then you* the last few days have been great ..i mainly been hanging out with sawah earl and john :P they are sooo great!! hehe ..well neway it is great that me and john are now talking noe i feel like im his friend now ..cuz he was so mean to me the whole school year . on saturday my moms friend had to come over and spend the night cuz she got into a fight with her boyfriend and now she is moving out ..she might have to stay with us for a while ..so that is kool ..i mean my mom acts way frikkin different around her ..she syas i can do nething i could ask ..can i going over pauls house to have hardcore kinky sexy? and she will say sure jessica ..it is so kool! ..also on saturday my aunt came over ..her nmae is sarah ..SHE USE TO GO OUT WITH THE SINGER OF V.B. WOO!!!!! yea she is really kool we watched the butterfly effect ..it was really good even though i saw it before ..hmmm on sunday sawah cam over and we played tomb raider 2! hah! i love that game well ne way we made it really far and sawah saved at the wrong time and now we have to do the WHOLE!! level over again *spazzum* (its ok i still love you sawah) then the next day we walked up to johns it was so frikkin hot i was like dying ..we where going to meet paul at the highschool but we couldnt "find" him ..*meh* then we need a ride home cuz we didnt feel like walking so we called her dad and he spazzed about something and them he came and picked us up ..man you should of saw me i was spazzing ..i wa slike OMG!! its 5 i need to home my moms going to kill me BLAH BLAH BLAH! i dont no what half i said ,,but i did call sawahs dad gay ..(sorry sawah) then around 5 we went back up to the high school and looked for paul on are way there we stoped to see tim but he wasnt there and then we went up to record and tape traders ..yea there was nothing kool there ..then we went to shawns and him allena and someother ppl where there playing this ball game and he only said hi ..didnt even try to talk to us ..*meh* it made me mad ..well then we went up to johns again said hi and left ..walked down b and a ..and went home ..that night we went to bed reallt early like 2 i think maybe 12 ..i do9nt no but i no that it was early ..then we woke up at 2 ..and she sapzzed at there sis cuz she thought it was like 7 lol ..then i cleaned my room and went over sawahs house and chilled until 8 that was fun ..came home washed the dishes and talked on the phone this sawah john and earl ..! wow! 4 way! heh DUDE! me and sawah are going to have to kick some ass if "someone" hurts john ..or if "someone" hurts earl cuz ...we no its going to happen but we dont want to tell them ...cuz they like spazz at us and then come cry on are sholders when it happens ..well ne way ..that about all i did this weekend this friday me and sawah are going to johns and hanging out with him on his b-day ! woot! and then going to the mall ..and then coming back over there for his party on saturday! it going to be kool! well g2g runn out of things to say LURVE LURVE!! ~jessica (Comment on this)